...questions?
10 years ago
Hey.
Call it TMI thursday or whatever if you want. I'm up for answering any particular questions you may have about me or my work, mostly out of curiosity and because I don't often get the chance to be open to people in certain regards.
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Also, did you ever take requests or art trades in the past? And would you consider doing them again, perhaps in streams?
I did use to take requests and such, nowadays I just call them suggestions. In that sense I really have to like someone's idea to consider drawing it, so it's more or less about knowing what appeals to me.
I'm a little more open during streams, but even there, personal appeal will always determine if I draw one idea over someone else's.
Ahem... anyways, it seems I've always been my own harshest critic for the most part, so I often feel I could've gone a little further than I am now had I dedicated more time to drawing. And there's a lot of tendencies in regards to my work that I haven't been able to get rid of after all this time. Don't let that discourage you, though.
As for my reaction to that picture, it's not so much the technical aspect but the fact that it reminds me of what I used to be at the time, deliberately bringing down my drawing style into this awkward cartoony look because I had only recently joined the community and was trying really hard to fit into the conventional babyfur crowd. It took me a handful of years to realize I... simply did not really care for it (no offense meant to anyone who does fit and enjoy that demographic, of course). Eventually I just sort of ditched it and went on to something I was a little more comfortable with.
I probably went off on a tangent, but yeah, there you go.
But you know, despite the fact that I could have made more progress or that I could have spent more time drawing, I'd rather use it as a source of inspiration. For instance if I made that much progress in x amount of years, how much could I improve if I doubled or tripled the time I spent drawing this year, or if a larger portion of my time was spent on figure drawing or anatomy studies, you know just putting it into a different perspective and acknowledging the areas you fell short on while putting a positive spin on it and working to improve yourself in the present.
Sorry that I went on a bit of a tangent myself, I guess I just kind of felt a connection to what you were saying and I wanted to justify having a positive outlook on something so inherently negative. I really appreciate you being so open and honest in your response and hopefully there will be a time where we can both be happy with our art. :)