no....:(

yes

:c
O dear. ..

Idk I want to deactivate but IDK if it'll let me back in one day.

Deactivation lasts for 3 days before you can reopen, I believe

Take a break if needed :c
We'll be here whenever you're ready to return, my dear

Oh come on. You're not seriously leaving ? What went wrong ? Did something happen ?

Yeah I just shouldn't be around anyone. And art isn't fun anymore.

I went through a period of blah just like this right after I graduated from university. I pretty much did jack shit in terms of art, hated anything I attempted to make, and everything I thought of to make was shit (and for me I always feel like I shouldn't be around anyone but that's more tied into my psychiatric disorders than anything).

I took a good, long break of a little over a year, and eventually things started to seem not shitty. I still hated what I made, but that feeling faded away. I started doing the monthly Conbadge Exchange, and that's what got me into pumping out art regularly again.

We artists need a break sometimes. It's exhausting to be an artist and to think up ideas and be creative. Sometimes people need a short break, and others need a long one. It varies, and there's nothing wrong with that. Take as long as you need. Eventually things will work themselves out. You just take care of yourself and be gentle to yourself <3

Yeah I needed a break. Still might need a longer one actually but I think for now I'll just be making doodles here and there.

*hugs tight* we always have our down times, you're not alone c:

-hugs-

^w^ -squee!

I took a long break drawing. What triggered this? and what triggered you being trash?

It's just a lot of different factors. Too much to write out at once and I'm not even sure myself.

You..are not..trash.
You are a very beautiful young lady, who makes a whole bunch of us smile here everyday.
I for one LOVE your art, and your fursona and your glowing personality! I always love seeing what you and so many artists here bring to the table every day!

Please don't break our hearts by quitting!
If you want to take some time off to improve on your art, that's fine. <:)
But remember, we don't love you for how your draw. We love you for YOU. <:3

*gives you a great big hugz*

Aww shucks. I wasn't quitting per say, I just needed some time away I guess.

I'm really happy to hear that you're sticking around. <:D
Take your time and please take care of yourself. <:3
*hugs*

Please don't do what I hope you're not planning to do. There are lots of people that still care about you. You are in no way trash.

I am pretty trash tho. If you know me personally you'll hate me hahaha

You don't know that. You can't read people's minds. I met you and thought you were really sweet and kind and fun. I don't hate you.

Aww thanks. I have people "close" to me who seem to pretty much hate me every other day tho because I'm always screwing something up.

Then you need new friends

I admit we have had differences but it doesn't make you trash

I have people that would beg to differ.

do you know how much people think I am lame in the fandom? I am not going to listen to nobody

Don't talk about yourself that way.
I found you to be a delight in person and I'm very sorry to see you go.

But it's trueeee. Just ask my roommate how much trash I am hahahaha.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17509299/

The more you talk shit about yourself, the more you'll believe it. The more you talk kindly about yourself, the more you'll believe it. Don't say anything to yourself that you wouldn't say to your best friend.

Also, I seriously recommend finding a therapist. Seriously. It could do you a lot of good.

I mean like I can never do anything right. Everyone keeps yelling at me hahaha.

Fuck them. Mistakes happen, everyone makes them. They're lessons, not the end of the world

Aw i'm sorry to hear this. and you are not trash.

I am thoooo

No. you are awesome.

I have no idea what happened on your end of things but I think it's unjustified to treat yourself that way. Whatever you do go find your peace.

*EDIT* We'll still be here if you come back. Thankfully, it looks like you have. :)

Ehhh I'm only semi back I guess. Just doing derpy little sketches, nothing serious. I'm still queen of trasho tho lol.

*rolls around in the trashy gutter* The leaves are softer here. :p

Even if you go I'm glad you're okay. It looked pretty serious. Could I follow your progress somewhere if you left here? You have left a good impression on me with our other conversations in the past. If not it's okay I get it just askin. :3

I'm more active on Facebook or Instagram. Otherwise IDK ;A; but yeah I was feeling really awful because of things around me.

Instagram is the thing with pictures? I used to have a facebook so if I resurrect it I'll FA note you or something like that.