That's it, done! over! nyet! all is lost.

Tldr; Computer's totalled, no more drawing, no more commissions, no more side cash.
Probably gonna die by next Tuesday or whatever.

To those wondering why I've been missing the past few days, weeks?

I've been working myself over like a broken tricycle. My computer has been on the fritz again and I figured I'd poke it around like usual.
This time its probably dead for sure... Can't even turn it on! Nuts!

Ironically this time, through the miracles of VPN, connection issues are close to gone. But I'm too depressed to even think about that at the moment.
The reason I've been over working is because I'm closer to building a running desktop. Yet set backs happened and I was sold a faulty motherboard.
The replacement is probably never coming as I tend to find myself being ripped off one way or another.

I've been here before a few times, cross roads and what not. Usually i get some sort of a pass now and then.
But i feel like my luck has run out. On the bright side I've been in worse positions before, so I'm no stranger to what comes next.

Maybe my laptop might miraculously revives and I'm back to drawing smut.
or it never comes back and I'll just need to consider a life of crime, which, tbh, would be kinda bitchin'

but of all seriousness I'm not even sure anymore.
All I can think of right now is that I really want a cold root beer.
But all i can afford is boiled tap water and pirated movies.

Maybe I'll be back in the next few days, months, years even, to make more art...
Or not at all...

Regardless it's been a good run.

Rip,
Rapetacular