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10 years ago
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Going to keep this short and sweet since.. well right now i feel like total crap. Managed to get through work again today without my smoke breaks, and lets say i was a tiny bit irritable today, otherwise it was a fantastic day! I have noticed some of my senses coming back like my taste and smell.. bad news i never notice how bad it smells in the back room... @_@ I did however break and had a cigarette later when i got home after dealing with every idiot driving.. at once.. going the same direction, but after about 2 or 3 draws in it started to taste like shit.. pardon my french. Funny thing is.. i did not break the "seal" i put on my pack. My sister came in early that morning and as nice as she is; broke the seal on it and got or smoked quite a few out of the pack... So technically i did not go against what i promised myself. I will be getting another pack if need be to do the same thing with.. and keep it safe from her but hidden from sight from me.
Right now i am quite a bit nauseated/dizzy well has having a bad headache. The past couples of nights sleep has not been coming easy at all for me. So i believe this is the worse part people has been telling me about. I have also been a bit slow mentally today. Figuring problems out has started taken a lot longer than i normally could do, well as plenty of brain farts. I feel i am being too negative in this post so i am going to get back into my day overall.
Yeah, today was fantastic spite all those things. Things just seemed so much more brighter if that makes sense. Smoking never really crossed my mind until i got home oddly, and just felt like weights was lifted off of me for the day and felt a lot more lively than i normally do. During my break instead of sitting outside to get a few cigarettes down me, i just sat in the lounge and had quite a length chat with a few coworkers that i have yet to really get to know. Always nice breaking the ice with new people.
Soo.. that is pretty much all i got for now, so signing off!
PS: Thank you everyone for the inspirational messages and comments today, they helped quite a bit!
Right now i am quite a bit nauseated/dizzy well has having a bad headache. The past couples of nights sleep has not been coming easy at all for me. So i believe this is the worse part people has been telling me about. I have also been a bit slow mentally today. Figuring problems out has started taken a lot longer than i normally could do, well as plenty of brain farts. I feel i am being too negative in this post so i am going to get back into my day overall.
Yeah, today was fantastic spite all those things. Things just seemed so much more brighter if that makes sense. Smoking never really crossed my mind until i got home oddly, and just felt like weights was lifted off of me for the day and felt a lot more lively than i normally do. During my break instead of sitting outside to get a few cigarettes down me, i just sat in the lounge and had quite a length chat with a few coworkers that i have yet to really get to know. Always nice breaking the ice with new people.
Soo.. that is pretty much all i got for now, so signing off!
PS: Thank you everyone for the inspirational messages and comments today, they helped quite a bit!
However I am very happy and proud to see you keeping to your words and keep it going cause, life is much better without those.
When I had to quit, I was having asthma attacks every morning and after one, after quiting 1 month later not as often, now on 7 yrs and moved to colorado from humid air to dry my asthma is pretty much disappeared aside from spring lol
Keep it going <3