hi guys, after juust been a bit for myself and talked with my friend and closest i feel some bether.
dont get me wrong. some say i faked my suiside thoughts and thats wrong. i just got taled away from it and it wasnt because i wanted to throw a bad joke. its not a joke and wont ever be.

again than you all for staying with me. i am nothing withough you guys

take care, i will be back! i just need time