You should shelve college until you sort yourself out or else it's going to be a waste and deepen the depression. I did that too often. Just kept quitting when I needed to focus and all I could keep my mind on was my problems.

Thank you , ill keep this in mind.

yeah, been there before. When you feel like you said the wrong thing to someone and you can't stop remembering it and it eats at you for days or years, I still think about stupid crap I've said or done years and years ago. You gotta remember to take care of yourself first before you can help others and whats done is done and the past is the past. look towards the future! :3

taking care of myself is kinda hard, but im working towards the future and hopefully will have less depressive relapses if I can get medication.

yeah, work on that to start man. you'll get there! :3

Thank you.

I am going through this right about now and I share your feelings of uselessness..
I've been trying for a little over 10 years now, to hold my own.

when I get better, I hope I can help you pull out.

I do know that feeling. Altho' not so much "feeling like a burden to others" as "trying my best but it's never good enough no matter what".

But your art really IS good! Atleast you can draw a much wider range of things than I can.

Thank you for the compliments man, im sorry you go through this too.

i have experienced all of this. if you wanna talk it out, im always looking to help and make friends. ive been there on everything youve said above , so i get where your coming from

thank you for the offer man, I appreciate it.

Dude, yes. I go through this a TON. It sucks. But a person would have to be a total ass to think you're a waste of their time.

You aren't a nuisance to me, and I really hope your life starts to improve.

I appreciate that, and im sorry you though this as well.

Thanks dude. It's alright, i'm used to it.

*quiet hugs* Im gonna hafta agree with reva. If you're not in the right frame of mind doing college is just going to add to the stress you're already under. I hope things start working out for you soon

*hugs tight* I agree too, but I need to force myself through college, I cant sit around anymore, and thank you <3, to you as well

Firstly, I'll start off by apologizing for the wall of text, I never like seeing someone in a bad way, and it super motivates me to talk to them to try helping.

It's a horrible feeling to go through, sometimes life gets unfair at times and a lot of unfortunate events happen close together which can be very tough to deal with. :c

That aside, I do agree with the folks who mentioned that if you don't have the right state of mind to commit and focus on College, It's best you step back and sort things out, because trust me, I've had family who've went into College, and for various reasons dropped out or were unable to complete it, and ended up owing money because they couldn't do it, really don't wanna see you end up down that road.

Also I consider you a really cool person despite hardly knowing a thing about you, or even chatting much with you, nobody, and I mean NOBODY is a waste to me, you're a wonderful guy and I believe everyone has worth, you have art talent and I absolutely adore your work, it never wastes my time to sit down and enjoy something you've worked on, ever! And even if I'm barely more than probably a stranger to you, I care, I really do, I can relate so well to how much one can feel worthless, I've been there most of my life, I still sometimes am there to this day. Self-esteem is something I've constantly struggled with, and I get the odd day where all I do is sit around thinking how useless I am, again I don't wanna see you being that way either. :c

It can feel worse on you when you cannot live up to expectations others set on you, and the vicious cycle worsens, but if I've learned anything, It's that you determine what is worthy in life to do or be, work towards your own goals, and be the very best you can be. Who cares if other people don't like it? you need to just worry about what makes you happy, and everyone else here can certainly agree that you're worth every effort to help, for you're amazing and I love to see people unlock their potential!

Lastly, the fact you love to make others happy just further adds to the fact you're worth even more to help, even if you never read this comment, or know it exists, I just had to reply to this journal because I want to see you feel better, no matter what. And although I can't do a whole lot, you have my best wishes for everything to improve. ^w^

No big deal on the wall of text, I like reading how people think and appreciate you trying to help others.
Yes it sucks and is really hard to deal with.
I have to get through college to feel self worth again despite the depression , and plan on going to the psychiatric care that is available on campus.
Thank you for thinking im a cool person, I normally dont think I am, and I thank you for saying no one is a waste of time.

It does suck, and I again appreciate the compliments, and am trying to feel better about myself.

I just want everyone to be happy,and thank you for the improvement.