I'm in the same boat. :\

And I have no home I'm staying at my bfs mom's And i just feel shitty it sucks

You just need to keep trying to get that job and never lose sight of your inner self!

Thats the problem idk who I am or what I want i feel so broken from family and patents fucking me up and not being parents that I'm just lost...

I'm really sorry to hear that... I know your parents were fucking assholes... I AM here for you, now, and always! Please don't be afraid to come to me and cry on my shoulder! I want to make sure that you're OK, even if it's to only be a shoulder to cry on.

Thats the thing I'm not sad not crying just lost and feel like I have no direction

Goddamn...

It's easy to get lost in these kinda thoughts when you feel this way, to start to doubt yourself. There are something's that can't be taken away from you. Like being a wolf or an artist.

The problem is that when I get like this I can't draw sniffle

I know that feeling. That's just pure stress, it has the effect of stifling creativity and making you doubt everything you do. Doesn't mean your talent isn't there.

Thank you hun

No big. If you feel you need to talk about anything, feel free to note me

Thanks =S

No prob hun

hey honey, if you ever need me, you know i'm here for you ;c;
dont get too down on yourself. times are tough, and you might be lost at the moment, but things will turn you in the right direction soon enough. for the meantime, keep working on regaining your bearings.

Thanks it's hard to get control sometimes I spent so much of my life being controlled that now I'm unsure...

It's hard to adjust, but you can do it ;u; you're strong, i know it <3

Ya i just get tired of being strong

i get that :/ it's really tiring for anyone trying to stay tough, sometimes you need a break to just do you (which could help clear your head) but dont get discouraged ;u;

the best thing you can do is is focus your mind on something else positive. I know it's tough to be positive in this world. we all have days like this don't feel alone just know others feel the same and it's best to talk about it to someone you care about or trust or maybe a new friend you think can possibly confide in. I hope this feeling goes away soon it sucks to feel this way. I know it.

Thank you i do to =(