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Am I Greedy/Envious, Prideful, or Neglected?
10 years ago
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____I Honestly don't know. I Consider my self patient and understanding of people's dilemmas and situations. I despise bothering others to the enth degree and if i see someone is busy or just doesn't message me I just let it be until they feel the need to message me as i hate making a fuzz of things and it Usually me takes me Weeks to months for me to even try leaving a message and then its usually at the point where it's a cry for craving or wanting in disguise of a simple message , does this make me to Prideful? When I see something that I Feel should be that should have been for me something patiently waiting for week in and week out for it just irks me when its given to someone else.... But maybe I just feel entitled to something that isn't even mine. Do I Really Deserve the things that I Want the world? Does Not revolve around me I can't Expect to be wanted. Or am I Greedy or Green with Envy with that which I don't have/get.
___In the end it's all trivial questioning... I hate drama and being needy. Either Way I love you. I'd much rather die than cause a problem and I probably should but that's just another topic, in any case what do ya'll think? AND PLEASE Keep it civil the last thing I want is drama or to be a problem.
___In the end it's all trivial questioning... I hate drama and being needy. Either Way I love you. I'd much rather die than cause a problem and I probably should but that's just another topic, in any case what do ya'll think? AND PLEASE Keep it civil the last thing I want is drama or to be a problem.
But sometimes I keep messaging them anyway, and sometimes even make myself initiate conversation. And it usually ends up more or less okay, even if the feelings are still there. In my experience, things tend to be a lot better off than my mind wants me to believe. I know that it doesn't quite make things better or makes the thoughts go away, but it definitely helps. Heck, even commenting on this journal I kind of feel like it might end up unwelcome, regardless of how you actually might feel about it. But I'm doing it anyway because it'd be good to know that you're not the only one with such feelings.