Dropping (some) Commissions + Shitty Person (minirant).
10 years ago
As per the title, I'll be dropping the non-paid commissions for now and stick with 3 slots (and just so happens 3 of them are paid up). This is mostly because simply looking at that list makes me depressed these days. Not sure some of them even remember being there, honestly. It's been -that- long. x_x
Anyways, if you guys are wondering, the removed people on the slots are
31651 ,
naheleduskwalker ,
pyrewerepyre ,
Sonic_wolfe ,
emilwolf . Sorry guys. But I'll still be doing commissions and hopefully the smaller line will make me less discouraged to get on with it. ^_^v
The second point...well. My sister went on some retarded rant on saturday night after her flash drive with a pirated movie went missing. But she went too far. For example, both me and my father, who are usually kinda hard to get angry (depressed maybe, but not easily enraged) both went berserk. My mom had to intervene and make him stop hitting her, for instance. Me, I noticed something my sister wrote on our family's group in WhatsApp (which includes pretty much everyone in our family) and had to spend sunday and monday cooling down. She wrote -a lot- of crap, some of it targeted at me and our parents, but a lot of it also targeted at my girlfriend, calling her a 'whore', 'goldigger', 'miserable lazy liar', among other crap, along with a pile of plain lies and ignorant claims, like saying we never went to her home or met anyone of her family or that her son was a criminal. All of that is, obviously, plain BS. But what made me really enraged was just that. Me, I'm used to her crap. And I tend to analyze accusations logically, completely laughing them off if they're blatantly false. But my gf doesn't. She's at least twice as sensitive as me, easily going into a flood of tears and days of depression for the smallest things. She actually doesn't know about the crap my sister wrote IN AN OPEN FAMILY CHAT. She might actually go suicidal if she reads that, which is why we're avoiding it.
On the end of the message, the crazie also wrote that my parents 'rejected' her in 'favor' of me and my gf, adding that she 'couldn't wait to be out of this home of idiots', which I was tempted to reply "don't let the door hit you on the way out". We always took that as some kind of natural 'younger kid jealousy'. You know, how the younger kid keeps thinking the elder kid gets more than they do. But she's fucking 22. This episode was so fucking shitty that she left all of us either depressed or enraged, to the point where my dad gave up trying to organize any kind of birthday party (it's his 55th birthday this friday).
And honestly, the absolute worst part for me wasn't that. The worst is how she acts like nothing's wrong, like WE are the 'wrong' ones, like she's entirely right. I could hear her joking and laughing with our maid on sunday and had to close my door and force myself into sleep, or else I'd go yell and probably hit her in the face in a few minutes. Worse than someone who does shit is someone who doesn't admit they did shit.
Sigh. Anyway, that's that. I'll get back to gaming/arting/rendering/studying. e_e
Anyways, if you guys are wondering, the removed people on the slots are





The second point...well. My sister went on some retarded rant on saturday night after her flash drive with a pirated movie went missing. But she went too far. For example, both me and my father, who are usually kinda hard to get angry (depressed maybe, but not easily enraged) both went berserk. My mom had to intervene and make him stop hitting her, for instance. Me, I noticed something my sister wrote on our family's group in WhatsApp (which includes pretty much everyone in our family) and had to spend sunday and monday cooling down. She wrote -a lot- of crap, some of it targeted at me and our parents, but a lot of it also targeted at my girlfriend, calling her a 'whore', 'goldigger', 'miserable lazy liar', among other crap, along with a pile of plain lies and ignorant claims, like saying we never went to her home or met anyone of her family or that her son was a criminal. All of that is, obviously, plain BS. But what made me really enraged was just that. Me, I'm used to her crap. And I tend to analyze accusations logically, completely laughing them off if they're blatantly false. But my gf doesn't. She's at least twice as sensitive as me, easily going into a flood of tears and days of depression for the smallest things. She actually doesn't know about the crap my sister wrote IN AN OPEN FAMILY CHAT. She might actually go suicidal if she reads that, which is why we're avoiding it.
On the end of the message, the crazie also wrote that my parents 'rejected' her in 'favor' of me and my gf, adding that she 'couldn't wait to be out of this home of idiots', which I was tempted to reply "don't let the door hit you on the way out". We always took that as some kind of natural 'younger kid jealousy'. You know, how the younger kid keeps thinking the elder kid gets more than they do. But she's fucking 22. This episode was so fucking shitty that she left all of us either depressed or enraged, to the point where my dad gave up trying to organize any kind of birthday party (it's his 55th birthday this friday).
And honestly, the absolute worst part for me wasn't that. The worst is how she acts like nothing's wrong, like WE are the 'wrong' ones, like she's entirely right. I could hear her joking and laughing with our maid on sunday and had to close my door and force myself into sleep, or else I'd go yell and probably hit her in the face in a few minutes. Worse than someone who does shit is someone who doesn't admit they did shit.
Sigh. Anyway, that's that. I'll get back to gaming/arting/rendering/studying. e_e
no wonder you feel so discouraged to do art, i wouldn't want to do any with all that drama going on either. :(