Ok... wow... where do I even begin with this? I feel like so much happened in just one week. I will take it from the first things then! I am not sure what I am supposed to be writing!

Are you here for the short version!? Here: IT WAS MINDBLOWINGLY AWESOME

I feel so empty after this con. I met so many new people, I got to see so many of my friends, so many of my favorite artists, so many furries. I have done things that felt like I'd never even do because I am always living so cautiously and boringly. I made memories. It was the best and I never felt a bigger urge to become a better person.

See, in EF, most things don't matter. Where are you from? Noone bothers much. What's your sexuality? Noone bothers much. Are you ugly? Noone bothers much. I felt like I was surrounded by so many wonderful and beautiful people. I was thinking EF would be full of weird socially disabled people (maybe I am overexaggerating a bit) and sex addicts (maybe I am overexaggerating again) but it turned out that I was faster to judge everything from a distance and from just a small point of view. I was staring at a tree and ignored the forest. Noone I met or talked to disappointed. If anything, everything felt like a party.

Fursuits were creepy for a moment. A single moment and then they were awesome. After I chatted with some a bit, I felt so stupid. I thought hugging people was weird. Before EF, I would hardly hug close friends and during EF I realised it was nothing more trivial than an actual handshake. I was so worried people would think I am similar to my character, but it turned out fine too. That was so relieving!

I generally feel like I had my world crushed. And then replaced with a new one that was 10000times better. It felt like I was discovering so many new things at the same time. I talked to people. I had fun with people. Nothing else mattered so long someone wasn't being a dick. I had learned to protect myself from others by judging books by their covers and I ended up discovering that even under the craziest fronts was a beautiful story waiting to be read.

I made so many memories. I am actually crying like a homo so much, I can't believe this week was so short. It feels like I have been into a paradise full of colors and I am back on the cold grey ground where I was being me. And I feel like I am nowhere the same person as the person I was before I attended EF.

I managed to get the best lifelessons ever from a con where people go to have fun. I don't know how I did it, but I want to hope I can improve so much more in so many things and then share them with everyone at the next EF.

Now for the craziest news ever: If people remember, I said I had no clue how to explain this to my folks. It turned out that I never really had to. They haven't seen me this happy in their lives and when I told them I was gonna go again next year, they only stated that I must.

I love you all guys. Thanks for making my first con such a treasure for me!!!

Now someone gimme a hug! Kthx!! Post con depression sucks so fucking much!! What soothens me is that, I know that all the awesome people that have been part of my life for so long will still be in skype. I know they are still there. That's what made EF so special!!!

PS: I only regret the things I didn't get to do >:3!!