*hugs*
Been through this sort of thing, best thing I can do for you from my position is just that...

*hugs*

Being bipolar myself, I know that feeling and how one has to tell themselves "it will be ok." I've been there, and I wish to help. Even if it means that you just need someone to rant to, It's hard to make it through every day, and time doesn't heal all wounds. These wounds just become easier to ignore.

I know we don't know eachother, but I'm usually online if you need to rant.

I know your not super social... But like the others if you need an ear I'm happy to give you one :) *huggs* :)

I don't know if you'll believe me but, ending it is never the answer. What you need is to find a better environment to be in or good friends you can talk too. As for the person you have feelings for, tell them. They could surprise you.

*hugs* I know my words may not bring you much comfort TJ but please just hang in there. You are loved by so many people, people who would be more hurt than anything in the world if were to "end it". Ending it is never the answer, never a option to anything. You and I are going through similar things and we both need to be strong for the other ok? I love you so damn much it hurts. I'm gonna be without Internet for a few days from this point (I think) but when I get it back you call me on any where, skype, FA, my phone. Anywhere if you need someone ok? I love you TJ *double hugs* Dont forget it.

I have no idea what happened, but you should know that if you ever need a shoulder, mine is skinny and bony but it's always open to lean on <3