Does it matter how many people view your work? As long as you enjoy doing what you do that should be a blessing. I'm sorry to hear you're down GS. Its been a good while since we spoke but just read your journal.

I think people will often call you uncaring and a selfish asshole through popularity. Its a vicious cycle, a human being can only stay in full communication with so many people, that will all need different amounts of attention. Yet when you cut down the amount of people you communicate with so too will your circle of people that will be interested in what you do.

I think the best thing you can do is stay out of drama. Seems to have worked for the most part with me. Just do what you love doing without the need for recognition.

Thank you man. and thank you for reading. I know its been a while.

This was called out actually by some one i thought i was really close to. Its hard to stay out of drama when that drama comes to you know what i mean.

I just want to be viewed as a bad person and...if i am does keeping my name generationslayer eventually helping me or will always hurt me.

You're aware of what happened back in Deviantart, back in the younger days when ShadowKyogre was a thing and everyone got in dire straits. Its more important that you yourself know that you're not a bad person.

As long as you know that you're doing your best too help and please others that is enough. No one expects or should expect any more. Your name of GenerationSlayer whether you choose too not keep it won't help, as long as you keep in touch with people that will create drama. If people with drama come to you, keep your distance, and should they persecute you, tell them how you feel and why you choose too keep your distance.

You are right. Its just hard dealing with it from some one you were close to. I'll be in pain for a while thats for sure and when its over...i'll see what i will do...

i won't abandon those who have been helping me and have cared about me. Those who are my friends care about what i do for them as much as i care what they do for me.

Give yourself time if someone that close too you has gone then. People are people and not numbers too cycle through and deal with, lest they treat you as such either. From the time I remember of you being on Skype your list was full and you seemed to have timetables of who you spoke too on dates. That's wrong for any human being, mentally and physically.

I don't mean too judge, and I could've got it all wrong. But it just seems you congregate with one too many when you should be focusing with people that you know you can build long-lasting and rich friendships with, not just connections that will crack and shatter when they aren't fed enough affection and attention in the pursuit of some vain attempt at popularity.

no this was some one i was extremely close too...like we talked every where at any time, both on skype and through texting almost every day. He just deleted me from everything just now too

I know it feels ive been in that position

we all have i'm sure at one point. We just have to cope with it in some way

Thank you for your help man. It does help knowing there are people out there

Generationslayer, it's entirely up to you on what your going to do but I just wanted you to know that your art is amazing and beautiful, no one else compares to you. But it's your choice, stay for the many who still love you or bend under the pressure of a few haters. It's your life, but if you leave, your leaving behind the ones who live you

eh heh i am not an artist, just a story maker and idea...er. But thank you.

I really don't know what to say. I've seen so many other artists and writers have this problem. I've been there myself, but if you stay stronge and keep on moving this, than you'll know what to do the next time something like this happens again. Because of you there's a whole group on DA. about Dragontaurs. Even though I've posted nothing here yet you where one of the people that inspired me to create worlds with my vore writing. If you need to take a hiatus, than take it, but don't go away forever.

thanks man....i did not know about dragontaurs group though o.o

I would say its just a rumor and not worth your time. I know they can be damaging, but anyone willing to believe them seems to have replaces their brain.

i try not to let it get the best of me, especially if its by a person who tried to hurt me.

I know how it feel though to wander if its true even when you know its not. Heck I've got one floating i the town I live in saying I am a narcissist.

You shouldn't give up your identity cause Generationslayer is who you are, don't let people like them get to you. It's not worth the stress and time to worry about it.

Like what Symbol said, I do enjoy sharing my art to the community more than hoping to get a lot of views from it.

Thank you man. Thank you so much for your support

I doubt my words will help soothe your emotion and mental wounds, but allow me to offer this to you.

Hold onto life. Cling to hope. Do not let others bring you down.



No matter how bad things get, they are not the end. The end is only when you decide it. When there is no path left to walk, no matter how large or small.



Bring happiness to others around you, they need it just like you do.



Don't feel bad because others talk down to you, you are you. They are not you.



Don't ever see the doom and gloom of the world. It will bring you down, instead. Look towards only the brightest future. Cling to your hopes, live the best life you can. Be who you were MEANT to be!

thank you for the kind words. Every thing helps and yours did very well at bringing me up. Thank you

Anything that can help brother. You've got a friend in I, even if I do not show it much.

First and foremost: don't take this the wrong way, I beg of you, but I believe it is safe to say at least part of the reason less people view your things is because you don't update quite as frequently. Again, this isn't a BAD thing, far from it; I am an infrequent uploader myself, for several reasons, and perhaps my assumption is wrong anyway (because I am sure you know what they say about what happens when you assume things), but it might contribute to that, all the same.

WITH THAT SAID: while I do not know you personally, what I've seen and read of you and your work has convinced me that you are one of the funniest and most kindhearted people I've had the pleasure to be exposed to on the Internet. If rumors are being spread about you, try to find out why; is there something about your work or your personality you can fix, or are people just being ignorant twits? (Because, to be VERY blunt, people are like that.) In terms of your work, if people don't like it, that's THEIR business; and if people can't accept your work and be your friends at the same time, that's also their problem.

If you DO decide to move on to other pursuits, there's no reason to "kill" Generationslayer; a name does not contractually bind you to whatever you feel your work has been thus far. Those who are interested in what you write, draw, and all around create will probably follow you nevertheless; if they're just in it for the vore, so to speak, see my thoughts in the previous paragraph regarding people and your work in general.

You are a good artist, a good storyteller, and, in my honest opinion, without even KNOWING you, a basically good person. If there are sides of you, flaws in your character, that are starting to show and interfere with your social life, find a way to fix them, and move on. If the problem lies primarily in other people, then frankly, it's best to move on regardless. What "moving on" itself requires...I will leave that to YOU to decide.

Just know that whatever decision you've made, you've left a legacy behind you, and whatever you move on to do, I'm sure it will have a legacy all its own. Everything has a legacy of some kind. Sometimes we don't like it...sometimes, we just don't understand it...and sometimes, we can accept and even adore it.

Clear your mind, take your time, and figure out the best course; whichever path you take, I, for one, wish you luck upon it.

Sincerely,
The Cheshire Cat's Master

thank you a lot man. This means a great deal to me. I'm getting better slowly thanks to all the support so i may stick around. Thank you again for your comment. it was well worded and very enlightening. Definitely made me feel better

I like your stuff. I don't comment or show myself very often, because I'm not very good at talking, but I felt I should say that.

Also, as Cheshire_Cat_Master said, a drop in attention might be due you posting less stuff recently. I got the impression that this was largely due to you being busy with the Tumble and Fall story, which isn't available here so is probably going to attract less attention. In that case, things should pick up again once you have more free time.

As for the rumors, it probably doesn't count for much as I don't talk to many people, but I have yet to hear anything negative about you from any source. As far as I know, you're one of the better known and respected artists in the community.

Finally, thank you for posting so much good art and so many original concepts.

You arent what they say ..to us you are good snake that we all care .

Wherever you go from here I would like to know so I can keep track.

I have never heard anyone calling you a bad person, and I have never seen you as one either.

I`ve always gotten the impression that you are a decent fellow.

Dont let others stop you from being yourself.