Mess makes my anxiety really bad.
I've been bugging my mate to help me clean for the past week.
Today I cleaned all by myself as he sat around and watched anime despite me asking for help MULTIPLE times. He barely even lifted a fucking finger. It had to det cleaned because my anxiety was through the roof to the point where I couldn't even sleep. For reference to how much cleaning I did, there are 15 full bags of garbage outside and a full recycling box.
I'm so fucking mad at his laziness.
Sometimes he doesn't even give a shit about what I want
I'm JUST SO SADMAD RIGHT NOW UGH.

ANGRY RANT OVER