Everything's been one slow and steady decline over the past 15+ years and tring to get through and help keep the people i care about from ending up on the street has made it way worce, i've tried just about everything i beg for help and people ignore it, did a go fund me got a whaling 30$ from the person that suggested I try it and no one else even looked at the page let alone forwarded to others, i got a credit card just inin time for a horrid moth that maxed it out getting through it and didn't solve a Damon thing but to leave me with more debt, and all my shit is in pawn.

Im learning lots of terrible things about my famely and people i tru as ted that are all lying to me in one way or another, this town is full of nothing but horrid le terrible people and it is getting worce.... the people who i thought where good at least aren't they just k ow how to put on a good face.

I can't live here im not like these people i can't understand them and all they do is treat me like shit and take advantage of every one. I keep finding out the government offices are lying out there assets to me about things so as to minimise the amount of help they give me and i keep getting the run around people saying they arnt the people that deal with it let me get you in touch with them and then that goes o. Forever or till there just like well i do t k ow what to tell you, they handle it i don't know what's going on over there its not my department from everyone.

I need to get out of this town, i need to get out of this state, me and my friend both score it kills us.

But we are like 2000-3000$ in debt, have no car, can't get jobs here, and no one gives a fuck about us.