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Fandom Shame of my own Family Rant
10 years ago
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I'm writing this to vent out my anger towards my own family and by no intention I'm making anyone in my family seem like villains or assholes but considering this is a furry website and it's a furry related subject I feel it would be safer for my real life family's sanity and my own sanity to write it as a journal addressing this in FA. I could write it in Facebook but if I do my younger brother will be a bitch about and it will cause a bit of a blue in the house and I at least want my family to be happy and not be pissed off at me for writing this. And besides I am the only member of my family that ever have a fur affinity because as a matter of fact I am the only member of my family to consider myself a furry. Also I need to say things as it is thus it is not RP. This is a serious statement out of my head as a real human being addressing this topic. Sort of like one of those YouTube videos people make to vent out their anger but at except it's a journal.
Why the fuck some people like my own family look down on me for being out of the forest as a furry? Oh I get it because it is "stupid" according to people who ain't me. My own entire family but me are embarrassed if I were to dress up as Bruzo in public and were seen with them. They think people who dress up as their animal fursonas in public belong in a nut house. According to the rest of my family people can't be allowed to be anything but their boring human selves in real life. No expressing myself. Must conform to their boring human standards and constantly dress up in my human suit for my entire life. Hell, they will be embarrassed if I were seen on TV at a Newcastle Knights Rugby League game and showing support for my beloved Knights to win dressed as Bruzo and at the same time wearing my jersey because according to them a knight is meant to be a human, not a lizard. I say, so the fuck what? I told them the in ESO my fursona is an argonian in a class of Dragonknight. I am a Newcastle Knights supporter and same as Bruzo because you know why? I am Bruzo! Thus Bruzo is what I fucking tend for him to be.
My own dad who also live with me in Newcastle is a Canterbury-Bankstown Bulldogs fan. And the thing is he never lived anywhere in Sydney in his entire life and yet he goes for one of the competing NRL teams based in Sydney. But do I even attempt to even convert him to abandon his beloved rotten Bulldogs and make Newcastle Knights his all time top team. No I bloody didn't because I know he sticks to his team no matter what and I have respect for him doing that. Did I root and hope that St. George-Illawarra Dragons slaughter the Bulldogs. No because out of respect for dad I was hoping Bulldogs win the NRL Grand Final. Well at least the Bulldogs finished just barely in the top 8 in the regular season and progressing in the finals campaign and my favourite team finish with a very undeserved wooden spoon because of what happened in their last home game. But out of sportsmanship congrats to the Bulldogs for making it this far. You barely deserve it. As you owe your wins to this bitch who decided to streak across Hunter Stadium thus screwing the Knights chances to keep away from the wooden spoon.
The point is this. Ever since I am out of the forest as a furry I am wanting to become a fursuiter. I want to become my own character I have created and seen as Bruzo Dragonius the Argonian Dragonknight in public. I do wanted to bring Bruzo into the real world and go to various conventions as him and got out in pubic as him. I don't want to be told by anyone especially my closed minded non-furry parents I have to be in my human form around them or the rest of my own family. I'm sorry but their anti furry opinions that is being force in my head is to me not valid on the count it is nothing but fucking propaganda. As I speak I asked various makers for quotes on My character being made for me as a fullsuit via email and get the best price as possible and asked for recommendations for costume makers that would suit my budget and what I'm into for a costume.
That is how much I want to become a fursuiter. I feel I need no approval off anyone as I'm 25 years old to be what I want to do as a hobby and all I want is for them to accept me as still their son and brother but as a furry and eventually as a freelance mascot/LARPer and cosplayer. Theirs no harm in that and that is what I want to enjoy life as a single with little to no financial hardship compared to moving away from home.
It's not like I want to do what I'm against doing like doping on narcotics of any sort, killing random people for the thrill only of being a serial killer, animal cruelty of any sorts, going away to war-torn countries to fight for the Islamic state, etc. If anyone I know did that I will end up at least be ashamed of them. But something trivial like dressing up in public in my costume that I brought with my own money by commission? FUCK OFF and GO TO HELL!
Sorry to be so negative writing this journal.
Why the fuck some people like my own family look down on me for being out of the forest as a furry? Oh I get it because it is "stupid" according to people who ain't me. My own entire family but me are embarrassed if I were to dress up as Bruzo in public and were seen with them. They think people who dress up as their animal fursonas in public belong in a nut house. According to the rest of my family people can't be allowed to be anything but their boring human selves in real life. No expressing myself. Must conform to their boring human standards and constantly dress up in my human suit for my entire life. Hell, they will be embarrassed if I were seen on TV at a Newcastle Knights Rugby League game and showing support for my beloved Knights to win dressed as Bruzo and at the same time wearing my jersey because according to them a knight is meant to be a human, not a lizard. I say, so the fuck what? I told them the in ESO my fursona is an argonian in a class of Dragonknight. I am a Newcastle Knights supporter and same as Bruzo because you know why? I am Bruzo! Thus Bruzo is what I fucking tend for him to be.
My own dad who also live with me in Newcastle is a Canterbury-Bankstown Bulldogs fan. And the thing is he never lived anywhere in Sydney in his entire life and yet he goes for one of the competing NRL teams based in Sydney. But do I even attempt to even convert him to abandon his beloved rotten Bulldogs and make Newcastle Knights his all time top team. No I bloody didn't because I know he sticks to his team no matter what and I have respect for him doing that. Did I root and hope that St. George-Illawarra Dragons slaughter the Bulldogs. No because out of respect for dad I was hoping Bulldogs win the NRL Grand Final. Well at least the Bulldogs finished just barely in the top 8 in the regular season and progressing in the finals campaign and my favourite team finish with a very undeserved wooden spoon because of what happened in their last home game. But out of sportsmanship congrats to the Bulldogs for making it this far. You barely deserve it. As you owe your wins to this bitch who decided to streak across Hunter Stadium thus screwing the Knights chances to keep away from the wooden spoon.
The point is this. Ever since I am out of the forest as a furry I am wanting to become a fursuiter. I want to become my own character I have created and seen as Bruzo Dragonius the Argonian Dragonknight in public. I do wanted to bring Bruzo into the real world and go to various conventions as him and got out in pubic as him. I don't want to be told by anyone especially my closed minded non-furry parents I have to be in my human form around them or the rest of my own family. I'm sorry but their anti furry opinions that is being force in my head is to me not valid on the count it is nothing but fucking propaganda. As I speak I asked various makers for quotes on My character being made for me as a fullsuit via email and get the best price as possible and asked for recommendations for costume makers that would suit my budget and what I'm into for a costume.
That is how much I want to become a fursuiter. I feel I need no approval off anyone as I'm 25 years old to be what I want to do as a hobby and all I want is for them to accept me as still their son and brother but as a furry and eventually as a freelance mascot/LARPer and cosplayer. Theirs no harm in that and that is what I want to enjoy life as a single with little to no financial hardship compared to moving away from home.
It's not like I want to do what I'm against doing like doping on narcotics of any sort, killing random people for the thrill only of being a serial killer, animal cruelty of any sorts, going away to war-torn countries to fight for the Islamic state, etc. If anyone I know did that I will end up at least be ashamed of them. But something trivial like dressing up in public in my costume that I brought with my own money by commission? FUCK OFF and GO TO HELL!
Sorry to be so negative writing this journal.
Thanks for speaking out about this.
But thank you Choozo for making me realise at the same that I'm speaking for everybody in this fandom who gone through this same shit I go through off their human non furry peers. Especially off their own parents who are too pig headed to be at least open about what their kids are into that cause no harm to anyone in any way. The only person that should feel embarrassed dressing up like my own character should be me and ironically I would never be embarrassed being Bruzo in my truest form. Not in my human suit all of my life.