You know I have just been tired Lately of opening my heart to people in my life and being nice and Kind to them and have them turn around and ignore me or stomp on my heart. I am getting to the point in life where I just Don;t want to help and be kind to anyone anymore for the fear oif being hurt. I was brought up to always be nice and Kidn to others and thats why I am the way I am. Bu ti guess times have changed and I shouldn't expect much from people because it seems that they only care about themselves and how they feel even when someone offers to help them and be there for them. I guess its time for this coon to close up his heart to others for now:(