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10 years ago
Yeh.
Most of things are pretty much the same. Though my un-artness is at critical levels now. I haven't drawn 'for real' for over a month now (not counting random bored sketches in class). And everytime I even try to think about it, lazyness overcomes me, much like right now. Hell, even 3D art seems like too much of an effort these days. I suspect it's because of two reasons. One, game addiction. Those tend to kill my imagination. I've been playing Okami and Zelda Twilight Princess (wolf overdose!), since I've never finished either. But then I noticed that coming up with random stories before/after sleeping or even fapping fantasies became nigh impossible. My head kept being populated with both of those games, which is yet another hazard to add, in addition to my paranoia over "to cheat or not to cheat?!?!?" BS. I tried cutting some time off yesterday, but that lasted until I sat in front of the screen. Meanwhile, those commissions still stare menacingly at me, college keeps sending me emails about how I'm falling back and those broken-texture anthro models just sit in my hdd crying for fixes. Fwee.
Other than that, just a few issues with meds (healthcare, in here, is horrid. I do mean it.), GF avoiding my sister like the plague, parents going half-paranoid with the mass-firings here (my mom's entire 'sector' in our hometown was fired. Over 2k people kicked out. Thanks Dilma! (a.k.a. Brazil's shitty presidentess)), etc. So...yeah. I need some training with priorities and focus. And possibly just travel somewhere far away without a single electronic, since I lack discipline to ignore them on my own. :c
So yeah. That's that. Move along now. <_<
Most of things are pretty much the same. Though my un-artness is at critical levels now. I haven't drawn 'for real' for over a month now (not counting random bored sketches in class). And everytime I even try to think about it, lazyness overcomes me, much like right now. Hell, even 3D art seems like too much of an effort these days. I suspect it's because of two reasons. One, game addiction. Those tend to kill my imagination. I've been playing Okami and Zelda Twilight Princess (wolf overdose!), since I've never finished either. But then I noticed that coming up with random stories before/after sleeping or even fapping fantasies became nigh impossible. My head kept being populated with both of those games, which is yet another hazard to add, in addition to my paranoia over "to cheat or not to cheat?!?!?" BS. I tried cutting some time off yesterday, but that lasted until I sat in front of the screen. Meanwhile, those commissions still stare menacingly at me, college keeps sending me emails about how I'm falling back and those broken-texture anthro models just sit in my hdd crying for fixes. Fwee.
Other than that, just a few issues with meds (healthcare, in here, is horrid. I do mean it.), GF avoiding my sister like the plague, parents going half-paranoid with the mass-firings here (my mom's entire 'sector' in our hometown was fired. Over 2k people kicked out. Thanks Dilma! (a.k.a. Brazil's shitty presidentess)), etc. So...yeah. I need some training with priorities and focus. And possibly just travel somewhere far away without a single electronic, since I lack discipline to ignore them on my own. :c
So yeah. That's that. Move along now. <_<
That's actually more effort than drawing from the start so yeah... xD
And it's good to hear from you again. Maybe you could try the daily streaming and get some creative ideas/inspiration from chatting with your friends/watchers!