so not many people know this but i recently got kicked out of the place i was staying in Escondido because of some serious bull shit. I was living with my moms "friends" for the past few months because of my mother's divorce that for some reason is last nearly a year. Which has been a stressful on me and even more so for my mother to the point were she needs a therapist. Well a few days ago she tried cutting herself and i had to pry the knife out of her hand! well this happened in front of her"friends" and instead of trying to comfort and help her they wanted to lock her up in a physc ward which i was not ok. so i stood up for her like any son would do and i get this bullshit about how im no help at all, that i was a hacker and that i was mistreating there dog. I flat out said that was a lie so one thing lead to another and well im staying with now. Honestly this year has been really really REALLY bad and it just seems to get worse and worse. I haven't wanted to suit in months because of the stress and the bullshit, to the point were i just broke down crying and wanted to give up everything. The only problem with that is id be letting down my Boyfriend and i refuse to do that i love him way to much to let a shit year break me any further!

i know im no grammar expert and i may make mistakes but if you have read this and commented i want to personally thank you and any words of help and encouragement would be the best right now