Small Rant
10 years ago
Alright, I need to rant and vent a bit... because this is starting to get ridiculous... I hate Fear. More Specifically, People who use fear to get a reaction they want or get someone to do something. I hate it with a passion, because everyone uses it on me because i'm weak. I sit there, Remembering people Scaring me to Not be gay because: "you'll get aids like your uncle" Remembering a person scaring me into staying into a relationship because: "if you don't i'll kill myself, or ban myself or you from that chat because I wouldn't be able to stand to see your face again. People scaring to get me to keep their dirty little secrets, because: "I fucking trust you, and if you lose that trust i'll hate you forever." Now that third one may sound bad, but usually it's secrets that scare me, horribly, and they keep getting worse as I try to keep them in, and sooner or later, your world starts spinning. I can't take it, I go to his close friend and my close friend for help, And boom, it's fucking done. I hate fear. No matter when people are forcing me to do Something, or watch something I hate, etc. It may have been bad, But it only got horrible recently when someone decided to Scare me into thinking a character I had a crush on that he was the owner of, He killed. I don't know if anyone is still here, or if anyone cares, but please, just use kindness, instead of fear. Everything will go so much better...

Kalka
~kalka
Damn. Sounds like that situation is really terrible.