Some thoughts
10 years ago
<=--=--=.o Derp o.=--=--=> So, things. I haven't been as productive as I'd hoped, life keeps lifing at me and it makes it difficult to get to a point where I can draw or animate when Im home from work. I feel like I'm stuck in a loop... I can't get motivated to produce at the rate I want to because I don't seem to have much of a fanbase, which torches my motivation. I dunno, maybe that's a cop-out. I want to earn my fans, but I fret too much about delivering content people will like.
I've thought about opening up commissions again, I could use some extra money, especially lately. For those who don't know, I don't work at EA anymore. My contract would have been up in a few days, but I just found myself unable to keep going. I'm a LOT happier now, working full time at George's, but even after a raise I still feel like I'm chasing down enough hours to make the bills... So that's been stressful. It's... been a VERY long time since I had any sort of spending budget.
Anyway, I hate to drag on with depressing stuff, but about a week ago, Daniel Kyre of the youtube channel Cyndago died of an apparent suicide attempt. I was personally unfamiliar with Cyndago, but Markiplier had been both working and living with the Cyndago crew at the time and Daniel's death hit him really hard. I know he could use some love and support so if you feel so inclined please send him a tweet or a post on facebook, or subscribe to his channel. I would appreciate it :)
So, tomorrow on Saturday, KB is doing a PWYW livestream. You can find the details here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7063633/
I'm not sure if I'll be there, I have work and its football season so I might be resting up for a crazy shift.
I dunno, I guess I've just been in a slump lately and I'm trying to push things along. Yeah. Love you guys.
I've thought about opening up commissions again, I could use some extra money, especially lately. For those who don't know, I don't work at EA anymore. My contract would have been up in a few days, but I just found myself unable to keep going. I'm a LOT happier now, working full time at George's, but even after a raise I still feel like I'm chasing down enough hours to make the bills... So that's been stressful. It's... been a VERY long time since I had any sort of spending budget.
Anyway, I hate to drag on with depressing stuff, but about a week ago, Daniel Kyre of the youtube channel Cyndago died of an apparent suicide attempt. I was personally unfamiliar with Cyndago, but Markiplier had been both working and living with the Cyndago crew at the time and Daniel's death hit him really hard. I know he could use some love and support so if you feel so inclined please send him a tweet or a post on facebook, or subscribe to his channel. I would appreciate it :)
So, tomorrow on Saturday, KB is doing a PWYW livestream. You can find the details here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7063633/
I'm not sure if I'll be there, I have work and its football season so I might be resting up for a crazy shift.
I dunno, I guess I've just been in a slump lately and I'm trying to push things along. Yeah. Love you guys.
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It's understandable, hon, and no worries. Be well! And, as Echoen said, love ya tons, hon.