With my last couple of journals I did, I do admit I can be a bit of a dramatic kind of person when it comes to wanting to finally bring my fursona into the real live world as in being in costume as my argonian character I made in ESO. I said that as you know in almost all my journals. And to be quite frankly IDK when I would finally write something that isn't about wanting to be Bruzo and finally my experience as Bruzo of at least a fursuiter or freelance mascot. I'm aware that you would be sick of me writing that and I'm sorry to cringe on that and I thank you again to all those watching me and have the heart of not un-watching me on Fur Affinity. In other words I am so so grateful and appreciative for your support of me on my struggles.
It's just that well TBH ever since I got into the fandom and open about it I wanted to dress up and cosplay as Bruzo Dragonius out in public and start doing that before becoming what the furry community label as a "grey mussel". Which is a term in case that you ain't familiar with it or question my intelligence of what that means is a furry that is middle aged like or older at least the age of 30+. I have not suited as anything other than another human character in my youth. Not even as a mascot for a school or a house team. So I haven't been dressed in a fursuit or anything like that even for Book Week or Halloween or even a school play. I'm actually in real life 25 years old, turning 26 in considering that this month is nearly over in 3 months time. So I know you might say something along the line of so what? I have 4 or 5 years tops as of now till I'm considered as a grey mussel. I know basic math and I know that if you are thinking about writing that as a comment to this journal. But I know that if you do make fursuits or LARP suits or whatever take like forever to make and I do understand that especially if it's high and immaculate quality or realistic as I'm a fan of and that is out of the mind of someone who has no fucking idea how to make a proper one. Thus whoever made Bruzo the way I want him be I will be so like...far beyond appreciative like above that line. Way much!
Secondly with this first Australian maker that I'm staring to get a quote off as written in my previous journal as a potential client of theirs. I felt that I am constantly insulted by them like every Friday and Saturday also as the designer and the human form of Bruzo Dragonius the argonian because it's been like 2 weeks or more since I filled in that form online an their site and ever since I have not have a single reply back from them in any shape or form. Made a bit of a pun in the last sentence! hehe
Anyway where am I? Anyway there people that preach about supporting the local economy by supporting local businesses or businesses based in you own homeland and all this patriotic crap. Don't get me wrong. I do consider myself a true blue Aussie. But the point is what's the use of commissioning stuff from an Australian artist where they are not sticking to their promises? Please don't say under this journal at you know a dollar they charge is a dollar in Australian currency because I know. But still. That's not the principle I'm on about.
But I feel a bit better now from watching funny furry and other videos on YouTube like the latest video of with and tasting different drinks. I wanted to be like them in my lifetime. I absolutely laughed to that so as a subscriber to you guys on YouTube thank you for your entertainment. As you see I do put a watch to each and every one of you 3 on FA because of what each and every one of you do on YouTube and Kaikirith of , thanks for your reply back as despite I wanted to get a quote off you not just how would it be made or planning to make it but I appreciate it on the fact that you made an effort to reply back. Thank you for making me feel better in your own way to you that are mentioned also.