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Rant: Being a Crutch....
10 years ago
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Nothing is forever
ive been in a thought recently.... and more or less
been having this thought for a long while its been with me since ive been high school.
However im saying it on here since no one really knows me as a person.
Ive been there for people.Emotionally so to speak.
Ive been that crutch to carry people on to try and help them get over it.
Thats not what pisses me off. When you denounce everything i have done to make you smile, laugh,
get over your most depressing moments, and thoughts of the worst.
That is what pisses me off. acting like your the high and mighty in public and then behind doors you break under pressure while theirs me who still cripples in the street while i try to extend to you for help you don't really seem interested in helping me. nice to know im along for the ride with a duct tape over my mouth.
I think from now on. im gonna stop trying to be so empathetic towards others and just be cynical.
seems to suit me better.
been having this thought for a long while its been with me since ive been high school.
However im saying it on here since no one really knows me as a person.
Ive been there for people.Emotionally so to speak.
Ive been that crutch to carry people on to try and help them get over it.
Thats not what pisses me off. When you denounce everything i have done to make you smile, laugh,
get over your most depressing moments, and thoughts of the worst.
That is what pisses me off. acting like your the high and mighty in public and then behind doors you break under pressure while theirs me who still cripples in the street while i try to extend to you for help you don't really seem interested in helping me. nice to know im along for the ride with a duct tape over my mouth.
I think from now on. im gonna stop trying to be so empathetic towards others and just be cynical.
seems to suit me better.
CharChu
~charchu
*gives all the hugs* I really don't think this journal applies to our friendship soo ill just say that I care about you Angel and to not let these people keep getting to you. Its a one sided thing where you give and they just take. Its not fair and you have no reason to just settle with it. You have no reason to be content with it! *loves on* Take care
VInnieWolf
~vinniewolf
Equusreined
~equusreined
It sucks when someone turns on you, when you need them most. *hugs*
sammypanther
~sammypanther
hugs
Divinea
~divinea
Hey hope everything is ok, I know we don't talk so much anymore Im busy myself now with more hours at work and such. I know you have helped me through my emotions back in elementary school with me being anti social made me open up and be a social butterfly and be free to express myself even though some did not like me being random and silly others it made them laugh and smile it was cause of you I came out of my shadow and talked more and smiled so even though I said it a few times im gonna say it again thank you. Someone like you should not carry such a burden of sorrows and depression you are a great person jeff even though some cannot see it I can I know you can carry on and become great and succeed. Practice makes perfect and great friends help. Don't let others drag you down. Even though I have family and friends who miss me I moved on cause I wanted to be happy and make my own paradise. Blessed be and hope all goes well, don't stress too much. *hugs*
