I wonder if anyone actually gets to read my journals. I feel so lonely lately. Must be cause of lack of sleep. I feel like I'm blaming a lot of my problems with that. I can't really say I'm wrong though. When you don't get enough rest, you become tired and it affects your mind badly, most of the time. You can't think properly, you get irritated by every little thing, you start to lost control of your emotions, you basically start breaking down inside.

And, I guess, that's how I feel whenever I get less than 8 hours of sleep. Which is almost everyday, sadly...

It's nobody else's fault but my own. I can't pin the blame on anyone. That's not a good thing to do.

Gosh I'm so problematic. Here's to hoping I'll possibly get enough rest tonight.