Soooo.. apparently this woman that im interested in asked me to do something that I find completely impossible to do. And im a standstill cuz the subject was brought up again last night..

How can someone forgive a person who intentionally hurt someone to the point that the thoughts and pain still feel fresh as if it was the day that it happened. Its come to a point that I cant afford therapists anymore and im just stuck dealing with this shit. Venting helps slightly but the pain still burns inside when ever its brought up.

Im at a loss at this point...