Hello everyone.

I am very sorry that my contact with all of you has been silent. But unfortunately a couple of weeks ago my ISP decided to cut my Internet after I, unfortunately again like in my previous "ask for help jounral" ( http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6855925/ ), failed to gather enough money to pay for the bill on time. I am sometimes able to come online on my phone whenever I am at a friend's house as I am allowed to temporarily use the wifi of that friend. But thanks to rules and limitations of the place I live at I can not stay there for long and with my current job taking almost all time in the week from me, I often do not have much time during the day to visit them... Now to get my Internet back, the person I called at my (ex-)ISP said that I have to pay 350 Euro's: € 310,- reconnection costs and the € 40,- that I owe them for this month... And after that I HAVE to pay 40 euro's every month, should I fail to pay on time they will cut me off permanently...

I have been trying to get a second job or even a new single better-paying job, but unfortunately (I use that word way to much lately) I have not been successful at all with that. I have been applying to even the most basic of jobs, but unfortunately I do not even get to the interview part. I have been going to all known employment agencies in the city I live in and even tried to apply online. But so far they did not find anything permanent that would be giving me the funds every month to pay for the monthly subscription for the internet and especially not the reconnection costs to get it back right now. Only volunteer jobs or 1-day jobs for only a couple of bucks... and now with my Internet gone searching the Internet for more jobs is going to be harder... ~.=.~

I also have looked into places I can use the place's wifi for free. But unfortunately there are none that offer it for free close to where I live. And the closest one that does to me is at least 20 to 25 km away from where I live... Traveling that far with either a game console or my laptop is just too expensive or to far (my bicycle is broken so I can only walk everywhere now...). So it is not really an option. ~.=.~

So right now: I am begging all of you who are reading this journal. Please: help me get my Internet back. I need 350 euro's, and every little bit that any of you all donate would help. If you can not donate, please make a journal linking to this one to get the word out. TT.n.TT Please help me...

If you want or can donate my paypal is: hanugumo@yahoo.com.

PS: Please know that I would never put a journal like this up if I did not have another choice. I have a great dislike in asking for donations and I would rather earn it all for myself. But unfortunately I do not have the time nor teh space to draw nor collor art anymore, so commissions are out of question...

PPS: Also: because all the money I earn from my current job is spend on bills & groceries(the bare mimimum to life from so cutting into that will pretty much starve me). So I hope you all understand that I can not even save some money from my earnings to pay for it...

Thank you all so much for any donations and or spreading the message. T.w.T And I apologize to anyone who might get offended by this journal...