I apologize for nothing happening last night, and I might have to continue the delay out through tonight as well; blame my medications. Why? Well...

I started a new medication and upped the dosage of my lithium yesterday, and the side effects hit pretty hard. In particular, the new medication, bupropion (better known as Wellbutrin), is one I had before but as a part of an entirely different medication combo...and last time, I had a full-blown emotional breakdown, one that lasted nearly two days straight, and had nearly driven me to suicide. I managed to fight off the urge to do so, but the breakdown was one of the most intense and overwhelming I've ever felt in my entire life. I have been smoking up on dabs to overcome the side effects, but when I let myself come down a bit, I felt the first wisps of that despair and anguish that had preceded the breakdown last time. If I can get past the first few days, I'll be in the clear on this, but as it is, I'm so stoned that I'm not sure I'm going to be functional. This might extend throughout tonight into tomorrow, but if so, I'll make up for lost time by starting the show much earlier and carrying it on longer until we clear I Have No Mouth and start into Amnesia.

Not a great start, I know, skimping on the schedule right at the beginning, but this is unavoidable. I just need to clear past the initial stuff.