My heart is too open. My love is too pure. My eyes are closed and locked, and my mouth only talks of sweet nothings. My hands say, "Hold me," but my mind strays to, "Kiss me."

When you love someone, you love them with everything you are. You give them every benefit of the doubt. You tell them they are the most amazing person on the face of the earth. You tell them that you love them constantly. You never doubt them, you never say hateful words towards them.

When you love someone, you want to give them your all. Everything that you can do, you do. Be it, skip school! Heh, don't you just love life?

Here I am at 2:18am, and I'm wondering what the fuck went through my mind when he came back. He came back. I was happy, and excited, and just plain ole' me. It felt amazing to hear those words of love come out of his mouth. It was amazing to see his eyes looking at me when he said those words. It felt amazing when he hugged me that first day. It felt amazing when our lips touched. Every second, it felt just amazing.

I took him back after the second break up. I took him back without a double thought in my mind. I took him back without rules and regulations. I took him back because I am naive with the feelings of love.

And you know what? He slept over last night! Yeah, so weird how every time after he spends the night, he leaves me. xD Makes me feel highly used. And he also did the same thing that he did to me the first, and second time. Blarg, the feeling of being used consumes my body as it did not too long ago.

Now, to go onto moving on, again. At least this time, I have more confidence. He did it. He chose to leave. I did nothing wrong. And I KNOW I did nothing wrong. I was always there, telling him that I loved him. My crying eyes and open arms didn't stray him from his thoughts of leaving.

My age was his reason. My age was why he said that he couldn't love me like I wanted him too. My age was the reason that he didn't want to stay with me again. Well, Travis. You're a hypocrite. Just. Like. Your. Dad.

I hope you grow old with him. I hope you have a great time never having control over your own life. I was here helping you. I was here to be there for you. And you know what? You threw it right back into my face, and told me that I meant nothing to you.

Thanks. ^^ Makes me feel reaaaaal dandy.

Travis, grow up.

Thanks for reading guys. Oh, and please. Yell at me. PLLLEEEAASSE. I need people here to tell me not to take him back!
-Kayla