Heyo everyone, its been awhile since Ive posted anything journal wise so I figured Id give a sort of update with where my life is right now.

Well for starters South Carolina has been under a lot of rain recently to where some places are flooded. No worries though, none where Im at though it has pushed back starting my new job a bit till the university opens up again. I got a supervisor job in the Market Place/Cafeteria area of University of South Carolina. Kinda nervous about it since its been a long while since Ive had to manage a lot of people but I think I'll be fine...hopefully lol.

Ive been trying to write more and get a story idea out of my head, its been in the for as long as I can remember so about time lol. Also me  TheDK and  MayfdaMantis are gonna start doing our sketch comedy video ideas and lets plays coming up soon. We'll pretty much be learning as we go with a lot of stuff but we'll do good, just gotta find the time every ones at the apartment at the same time lol.

Hmmm lets see, other than that I guess just living day by day. I still have my ups and downs with my depression but Ive been getting better at handling it I think. Though it was kinda rough for a couple of weeks after I was fired from my last job. Touch and go really but I had lots of love and help. A lot of thanks to  GameBoyy with that. I swear he has helped my confidence immensely lately. Love him lots. Guys, follow his lead lol

I guess speaking along the lines of it, I guess Ive been thinking about relationships lately. Mainly now that Im getting in my older 20's (27 this 18th) Ive been feeling like Ive got to find someone or else its nothing. I know this isn't the case but sometimes my mind just likes to put doubt in my heart. Like Ive gone all over with "Im to nice, I look to young, I dont act mature, I act to childish", just every which way with it. It gets me down yea but I know and have been told there are people out there who are interested. Who've said yea your handsome and cute, that my personality is the best they've ever had the pleasure of knowing. And to be honest thats a huge ego booster! It gives me a hope that I'll find someone that'll put as much as I do into a relationship! Again Ive gotten offers but it's just we both don't do distance well. I'd like to still try with him though x3

All in all I have to say while a lot of downs happened earlier in the year, things have been steady. Ive got Snooze being worked on by  phoenixwolfsuits and Ive gotten on levels some only dream of getting on with friends! I can't tell you how much Ive enjoyed coming out of my shell and becoming better lately. I just hope I can keep it up and continue to make myself happy!

Welp its like 3:30am so Im gonna go pass out now, catch you people on the flip side! ouo