Besides that the drawing pad will be coming on Monday, thought it could make it on Saturday but I guess not. But other than that before I left for work my cousin Marcus. More along the lines of extended family that comes over every so often mostly holidays and sometimes can get on my nerves if they leave me all alone with the kids and they expect me to watch them all. x-x Sometimes gotten a bit too much for me but Marcus's mother that I've only met a few times. Sometimes wasn't really a nice woman when she was handling her kids and now to the point. Before I left for work my grandmother told me that his mother has passed away. And if you really want to know how/why she was in jail for a bit because of using a bit of drugs and.. You know how sometimes addicts go to halfway houses after done and getting clean like usual. She went into a gas station this morning or yesterday and I think she might of doped up again or something happened. The drug got too much into her system or it needed it for so long and she... She died in the bathroom at the gas station and Marcus is.. I don't think he's even five years old yet... It would be nice if everyone who read this journal had a moment of silence for her. I'm not sure if I'll be going to the visitation or not within the next few weeks. But hope that he'll be alright growing up since sometimes it's harder if your younger or older not growing up without a mom. Other than that have a great day and I'll be doing sketches and everything else sometime on Monday or after Monday.