FA+
Shop
Going Home?
16 years ago
Just a minor update..
It seems me and my roomies really don't see eye to eye, unlike we once thought.. so I might be headed back home with my parents. The male roomie I have has turned out to be way to sexist and controlling for my taste.. plus the female roomie screws him so she has the upper hand.
I dunno.. maybe I'm just really set in my ways for someone as young as me.. That or I'm just an extreme bitch, but I can't stand people who constantly say something then turn around and disregard the thing they say.. Probably because I do the same damn thing a lot and I absolutely hate it, y'know?
I'm going to be talking with my parents, and even though we've come to blows a lot, we all really do love each other as family. God and Goddess know I've missed my niece and my sister more than anything. Hell, I even miss my mom and dad even though we got into fights so bad we'd start fist fighting and the like.
Even though I'm extremely frustrated and confused.. I do think dealing with people other than my family for a time was a good thing for me. I don't really like people, so being thrown into something new and rather scary for me may have helped me grow some, even if it's just a little.
I still want to learn more and be self-sufficient as soon as i can be, I mean who doesn't? As much as we love our families or those we live with at the start, eventually we dream to move along in our lives and find new things, move on and grow.. sometimes we have to take a few steps back and revisit the old, but overall we as living things need to evolve and spread. Don't we?
So what if I'm almost 20 and I wanna go back to the same room I've lived in since I switched them with my sister at age 5? I fuckin like that room, it's mine. it's where I think best. It's my special place and I made it mine. Someday I know I will have to leave and make a special place somewhere else.. but I'm a stupid and slow bloomer with things like that...
But ya know what?
I'm stupid, and I like it that way! I mean.. we need slow people to tell the fast people to slow the hell down so they can chill out and pet cute baby animals.
EDIT: This is a repost because of a creep I dislike associating with coming around once again. I'll keep doing it until he buggers off, sorry to any other watchers.
EDIT2: If even one of you says anything about my comment convo with Arrucard, I'm taking your head and feeding it to a goldfish. I consider that boy a son even though I didn't give birth to him and I love him to death. You mess with my little Arru-baby you gonna be messin with one really short tempered irish girl who knows where her big sister's metal bats are stored, ya hear me?!
I lurve my Arru-baby ~<3
It seems me and my roomies really don't see eye to eye, unlike we once thought.. so I might be headed back home with my parents. The male roomie I have has turned out to be way to sexist and controlling for my taste.. plus the female roomie screws him so she has the upper hand.
I dunno.. maybe I'm just really set in my ways for someone as young as me.. That or I'm just an extreme bitch, but I can't stand people who constantly say something then turn around and disregard the thing they say.. Probably because I do the same damn thing a lot and I absolutely hate it, y'know?
I'm going to be talking with my parents, and even though we've come to blows a lot, we all really do love each other as family. God and Goddess know I've missed my niece and my sister more than anything. Hell, I even miss my mom and dad even though we got into fights so bad we'd start fist fighting and the like.
Even though I'm extremely frustrated and confused.. I do think dealing with people other than my family for a time was a good thing for me. I don't really like people, so being thrown into something new and rather scary for me may have helped me grow some, even if it's just a little.
I still want to learn more and be self-sufficient as soon as i can be, I mean who doesn't? As much as we love our families or those we live with at the start, eventually we dream to move along in our lives and find new things, move on and grow.. sometimes we have to take a few steps back and revisit the old, but overall we as living things need to evolve and spread. Don't we?
So what if I'm almost 20 and I wanna go back to the same room I've lived in since I switched them with my sister at age 5? I fuckin like that room, it's mine. it's where I think best. It's my special place and I made it mine. Someday I know I will have to leave and make a special place somewhere else.. but I'm a stupid and slow bloomer with things like that...
But ya know what?
I'm stupid, and I like it that way! I mean.. we need slow people to tell the fast people to slow the hell down so they can chill out and pet cute baby animals.
EDIT: This is a repost because of a creep I dislike associating with coming around once again. I'll keep doing it until he buggers off, sorry to any other watchers.
EDIT2: If even one of you says anything about my comment convo with Arrucard, I'm taking your head and feeding it to a goldfish. I consider that boy a son even though I didn't give birth to him and I love him to death. You mess with my little Arru-baby you gonna be messin with one really short tempered irish girl who knows where her big sister's metal bats are stored, ya hear me?!
I lurve my Arru-baby ~<3
Just do what you think is right, okay? Someday when I'm stable enough I'm still going to ask you if I can take you to my place, you get to chose if you want to or not, and if you want to leave if you accept, you always have that option. Either way, no matter what you do or what you say to me, I'll always love you as a son to me. Even if you decide to push me away and reject me, I'm still going to have a special place for you in my heart. Just remember that, okay?
I've never gotten mad at the things you've said, i can't get mad. I might get upset at the words, but never at you who spoke them, understand? I might get hurt by something you do or say, but I'm still going to love you, you're my little Arru-baby in Mabinogi and out and I'm always always going to care about you no matter what.
I bet Alasar and my new pet Eite will get along great ^^