Over the last few weeks you may have noticed that i've not been able to keep up with 5-7 page updates sadly, this has to do with how much my cancer treatments are taking out of me. of course all of this takes time and it adds a lot of stress and sleepless nights for me. but, i still wanted to explain why i've not been able to keep up on work and apologize . i'll be taking the next week or so off and will be mostly staying home to rest as i've been told to. i'll only be going out for food and such when needed (and comics, yoshi's wooly world game & jurassic world bluray what? I need entertainment too :P). while i am stuck at home i'll continue to work on scripts and pages when i'm not falling asleep due to lack of energy as like i said the treatments take a LOT out of me. I have also had to do several more blood tests after recently bleeding out again several times in less than a month.. and as some know that is the reason i had to stop my hrt originally. it really doesn't help i have a needle phobia as well as that adds to the stress when needing to get a blood test something that should take a few minutes can turn into a few hours due to my mindset...

a few that have seen me recently at shows have commented at how tired i look and yeah, i look like a zombie without the makeup with how bad my under eye crows feet are and the way my energy is i am usually only at a show for several hours before i need to leave and rest but, seeing friends always makes me happy so i wouldn't miss those shows.

but, i promised an ending to the courtroom story line in Changes and it is coming(still deciding on if the last Story will be book only or online) and the finale of part 3 of Lagomorpha and yes, more Swimmer too. and some other things i have planned. I just need some time to let myself get back into a groove when my body isn't trying to shut me down every thirty minutes.

I do appreciate everyone's support during this trying time. i'm gonna do my best and be as strong as i can.

with love,

Jim/Sarah