Its 5 in the morning and I just woke up crying I had the worst dream of my life so far ..... I was at my first con though in real life I had never been to one but back to story I was by my self with no one to help me knowv what to do and go and stuff like that and its bad all ready that I freak out when I'm alone in huge places seeing a lot of people even of they were furries to cause I don't know if they would be nice or mean so it would make me really quite when I need help and also I think firsuiters kinda scare me a little so I got one to try to over come it but it worked 50% but back to story I was fully suited and I was freaked out n one to ask question or say anything but I did have a little fun playing on the floor and one suiter huged me a lot and I liked it and made me feel better but I don't now who it was ot was from behind and I looked behind nothing then I hear people saying its the fur con cancelled and I didn't know what to do I just sat down wacthong everyone know what they were doing and leaving and I had no way of getting back home but just the feeling of getting no help and trying to speak up when i was extremely nervus and almost having a panc attack just made everything so much terrible since in real life I do have panic attacks but I've been getting better with controling it I'm just glad the I woke up from the dream that was good at first to just pain

I just want to say thank u for takeing the time to read what had happend to all and *hugs *