[Venting]
10 years ago
Just been feeling really bummed lately. Not entirely sure why. I mean, my Nebkon outfit is coming along swimmingly..but I can't seem to shake the feeling that I'll never be truly /good/ at anything. Like I'll never improve.
Which is ludicrous, I mean just this time last year I couldn't even piece a tail together properly. And I tackled these legs (and attempted to not bother Epic or Rayne too much.. x.x) pretty quickly. Hand sewn, no less.
Just a few more things to do and Lumii will be ready for her big debut. Gotta put the hooves together, put a few darts in the front of the legs to alleviate the droopiness, and sew up the bottom most part of the leg seams..
and yet, I still feel like I can't do anything right.
I'm no artist..I'm just floundering along. :/
i think every artist feels this way sometimes. (I do ALL the time lol)
we're our own worst critics, even when we're constantly improving we still can feel like we'll never be as good as we wanna be. which is kinda a good thing! otherwise we might lose our drive to try new things and keep going!
im sure this feeling will pass and you'll realize how awesome you really are. I mean look at your first pair of legs! amazing!! <333
I'm 100% convinced you'll be a huge name in this fandom someday and i cant wait to be there like "hey! i know them!" lol
tl;dr- you're awesome even if you dont realize it <333