I'm going out everyday till about 8pm to search for a job instead of looking at this empty screen all day or doing house work. So i won't be on a lot if any at all. I'm hoping to get a job at wal-mart, but any where is fine as long as it's work and i get payed. I feel guilty for letting my parents pay my insurance when it's so high, when it's my responsibility to pay for that, my cell phone, and whatever else i want in life. No one else should have to pay for me if i want something, or wanna go somewhere. Plus i can do without a car for awhile, even if i have one that doesn't mean i should be lazy a not walk anywhere, so I'm not really gonna use it unless the weather is bad and i have to use it...

As for pets mart they have cut me back to one day a week which is saturday and in the morning time, so i will continue to work there till i find something better in the mean time. Plus i might get more hours you never know that's why i'm staying there.

It seems that i really do need to find a starting block for friends in my area, all the friends i have now i only get to talk to online or on the phone. Which isn't me, I like to meet people, i like to hangout, i like to go places.
I guess me, myself, and I in the real world just needs to go out more, but you just can't walk up to any random person and say hey anymore. The world has built it's self out of fear, lost, and hate. So since i don't have school right now as a starting point to make friends, then i will simply have work. If that doesn't work then oh well, at least i am still getting payed...

Ich bin das Tier. Ich bin böse. Ich bin das omen.