I hate this stupid city i really want to get out. This place sucks. I'm really lonely. And I feel like shit. I hate leaving undone art work that has potential. No one's buying my artwork to help my payoff my student loans. I have no friends here in this city that I had a horrible childhood in, noone fucking understands me here. I fucking hate church. And I need to find a job to suppport myself and noone called back. I'm not feeling well at all. And worst of all I lost the motivation to persue my dreams Like they're worthless or something. I wish I never left Florida. I fucking hate Philadelphia.