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-  Scotskunk [PAID]
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-  NathanCowan [PAID]
-  NathanCowan [PAID]
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-  NathanCowan [PAID]
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-  Nebay [PAID]
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Happy to say at least the list shrinks again by a number or two =O

Things are going okay right now, but, won't lie, last week I hit a pretty bad low

Things got better and Jeri's been kind of a key to that area as well as speaking to a few close friends about stuff, but, long story short?

I went into a pretty miserable downward cycle and ended up spending a lot of money very selfishly on myself that I shouldn't have and didn't have the right to do so, leaving me and Jeri in a very precarious space

So, from now til Xmas, this means no more Magic for starters, I'm bought in for next week's Game Day already, but after that, I'm kind of bought out x_o

I have folks birthdays and Xmas itself to save up for, when I've effectively ran through the savings that I had for it and in the end, didn't have anything to show for it

So, yeah, one good thing about not spending any money? I hope this means I'm going to have to spend my time being a lot less extravagant in my choice of activities, so, y'know, be nice to art/write some more with all the spare time I'll have? >>

Only bad possibility is the whether or not this means doing more overtime, not like we had much savings left after everything we put into getting this place ready for a kid we're not able to have

So, yeah, least there's the positives to be had, I'm healthy, me and Jeri are over some turmoil, or at least turning a corner and we got some art up today, here's to more hopefully =B