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When you're strange, no one remembers your name
10 years ago
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Happy October everyone. Halloween is soon and with it so is 55 hour work weeks for me. I have some festive pieces that should hopefully be done for Halloween week. To those I owe commissions otherwise, they will be finished timely in November. I did not expect work to tackle me so hard like this and owe you all a big favor, please forgive me.
TL:DR: Delays
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On a side note I find my mind drifting tonight again, as can happen to my psyche often. I'm feeling rather out of body (not in a bad way), I'm thinking over my love life, mistakes I've made, my shitty way of showing others affection. My curiosities in gender fluidity or arising again. Is it being bisexual that makes me feel this way or feeling that way that makes me bisexual? Have you ever felt as though feeling you lack of something in yourself is an inward way of dealing with the beauty you see in others?
Art is a weird thing, I've been realizing the simplest images in life can lead to characters, rich pictures, words, sounds that you want to express, but no farm of art ever really ends up effective enough. I do enjoy what I create, but I don't know if it ever accurately captures the beauty, or ugliness, joy, pain, fear of what I feel and see. It's like there's this numbness to most of your life when that art isn't around and when you think of it, or see it in person it all just floods back. You can spend your whole live chasing the wind with art. You can feel the wind but will never be able to share with others just what it looks like to you.
Why did I write this? I don't know I'm a weird bastard, but I think I've been trying to document my thoughts as a lot of my thought processes can't be explained easily to my friends and loved ones. I'm a chill dude but my mind is a frantic playground. Figured keeping track of it would be beneficial for me and entertaining for some of you, maybe, maybe not xD
TL:DR: SB be weird yo!
TL:DR: Delays
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On a side note I find my mind drifting tonight again, as can happen to my psyche often. I'm feeling rather out of body (not in a bad way), I'm thinking over my love life, mistakes I've made, my shitty way of showing others affection. My curiosities in gender fluidity or arising again. Is it being bisexual that makes me feel this way or feeling that way that makes me bisexual? Have you ever felt as though feeling you lack of something in yourself is an inward way of dealing with the beauty you see in others?
Art is a weird thing, I've been realizing the simplest images in life can lead to characters, rich pictures, words, sounds that you want to express, but no farm of art ever really ends up effective enough. I do enjoy what I create, but I don't know if it ever accurately captures the beauty, or ugliness, joy, pain, fear of what I feel and see. It's like there's this numbness to most of your life when that art isn't around and when you think of it, or see it in person it all just floods back. You can spend your whole live chasing the wind with art. You can feel the wind but will never be able to share with others just what it looks like to you.
Why did I write this? I don't know I'm a weird bastard, but I think I've been trying to document my thoughts as a lot of my thought processes can't be explained easily to my friends and loved ones. I'm a chill dude but my mind is a frantic playground. Figured keeping track of it would be beneficial for me and entertaining for some of you, maybe, maybe not xD
TL:DR: SB be weird yo!
As for the other things, er im nto very good on advice