last night I cleaned out the files of porn I had, and forgot to empty the trash.
my father found the files...
his response was not violent, there was not yelling, he simply said "stop looking at that stuff" and went on with things.
that was it

I was shocked, I expected to get some form of yelling, and anger.
he was just disappointed in me.

I let myself get distracted by porn and that's why I have to work my ass of in collage now.

I deleted all the porn I'd collected over the last three years.

he was right.

by no means does this mean I'll stop writing, I'm just no longer going to be looking at it when I could be doing something useful.
sex is nice but it's not everything.