I have no idea what I'm doing anymore --
10 years ago
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Not that I ever really knew what I was doing ever.
As a kid I was pretty sure I was going to kill myself before I even reached sixteen, so being twenty eight is like, woah how did I get here and what do??
I have a cold or something, been sick since yesterday.
Trying to draw, saying yes to every commission and just staring at a blank canvas wishing I could cut my hand off.
Everything is stupid hard.
I wish I had a- something that made me feel less useless and more not that.
Hey hows everyone doing though?
Better than me I hope.
--Tsu
As a kid I was pretty sure I was going to kill myself before I even reached sixteen, so being twenty eight is like, woah how did I get here and what do??
I have a cold or something, been sick since yesterday.
Trying to draw, saying yes to every commission and just staring at a blank canvas wishing I could cut my hand off.
Everything is stupid hard.
I wish I had a- something that made me feel less useless and more not that.
Hey hows everyone doing though?
Better than me I hope.
--Tsu
FA+

You have us, and we think you're the best, no matter what, that's something, right? ;w;
My point is, we can all set times when we'll die. We can all assume things are set in stone and this is the end. But life loves tossing both shit and oddities at you. You're still alive, which means something/s kept you going. You'll eventually find some ground, a time when living isn't torture, but you have to wade through a lot of shit to get there first.
Every sewer has a manhole cover, you just gotta find it and you can't do that sat on your ass. Make some time for yourself, get yourself together, and try find that exit to the surface.