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Today realization of living death hit me
10 years ago
..since around my past birthday *my 27th*
No....before..i was blind....
Today I realized my old friend is dead...she's been dead...whatever she molted into isn't who I knew growing up..
That persons dead...if by how she spoke of me...was even alive at all... yes I feel like that bed of rust ...made of glass....open my mouth for mud to come out...I was never mourning A loss of friendship...I mourned the death of a girl i grew up and spent many years/days with...she is dead...
I am good now...moved on....I admit my flaws and my mistakes...
like rust...iron and oxygen....rusts..and can never go back to its original form..
Bed of Rust
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ij-.....e_gdata_player
No....before..i was blind....
Today I realized my old friend is dead...she's been dead...whatever she molted into isn't who I knew growing up..
That persons dead...if by how she spoke of me...was even alive at all... yes I feel like that bed of rust ...made of glass....open my mouth for mud to come out...I was never mourning A loss of friendship...I mourned the death of a girl i grew up and spent many years/days with...she is dead...
I am good now...moved on....I admit my flaws and my mistakes...
like rust...iron and oxygen....rusts..and can never go back to its original form..
Bed of Rust
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Ij-.....e_gdata_player
