i havent been feeling like myself at all this whole week even though i had a wonderfull aniversary with my gf i just.... i just want to either shoot my self jump off a bridge od walk into traffic cut myself hang myself....i just dont feel like myself and you guys all of you know how i am. im a happy go geter that is there to make others happy..i am so depressed that i missed a week of work hell i acually tried killing myself earlier this week but stopped (shoot myself with a .22 lr) i just....i feel like im completly done with my life earlier today i wanted to jump off the bridge near my house.