First we can all we socially akward and what not and thats ok. I'm sure I've seemed a bit oddball to writers or artists I've met, even met a pornstar before, find a way to say you like their work with out coming off akward.
So being akward is fine, i commission porn a lot, when someone comes up to me and straight up says they wish they could fuck a character of mine IRL ot gets creepy. Specially when they then start to ask for life advice. Just no please don't