applying to college is scary and hard and time consuming and i dont have the time to enjoy myself anymore.
i work. i work some more. i go to drivers ed. then on the weekends i work my job at chuck e cheese. and whenever i take time to enjoy myself i come home to the work i have to do and i get overwhelmed and panic and ugh nothing is fun.
none of my teachers care that its senior year. theyre not going easy with the work. and its like i have to choose if i want to work on my applications or keep my grades up and i really really do not know what to do.
on top of that im really stressing over the financial cost of like applying to colleges. application fees are going to kick my familys ass. college visits are going go kick my familys ass. i keep trying to raise cash through adoptables and ychs on here but no ones interested. i still dont have a fucking binder...
just really i am not handling this well. sorry for being slow on uploading. sorry if my stuff isnt the quality it usually is. sorry to my friends who ive been really distant from. im just having such. a hard time/