I wish things can be better right now but things are fine. Having a bit of alone time to think did wonders for me. Going out just to give me some time to think helped me out so much. I just need to work on myself some more.

Thanks to my little brothers I can look at myself as a good looking women. I am changing for the better. Looking at the mirror makes me happy. I take care of my body.

I just wish my little sister can take care of herself so she can feel better too. Still she kinda listens to me. At least she knows were I am coming from. Mira, I love you and hope you can see I am not trying to hurt you. I just worry that our family has a long history with diabetes and cancer.

Thank you everyone