Sophia's funeral is Tuesday evening. My step mom took me to get an outfit for the funeral since I didn't have one and barely anything fits since I'm pregnant. I'm not looking forward to that day. She was way too young. A 14yo old shouldn't ever go through something that makes them feel like this is the only way out. I'm struggling. It still feels like a bad dream, like this isn't real. I've maybe had 8hrs of sleep total since I found out Tuesday. I'm taking it day by day. Thank you all for the love and support. I'm still taking donations to help me out with rent/bills since I've taken a week and a half off work so my bank hurts and its not helping I am paying for gas driving back and forth from Irving to Plano for family things as we make plans and final arrangements for her. I hope no one ever loses anyone in their family this way, especially a sibling and definitely not still a child.