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10 years ago
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So, first and foremost, the Liz will be less active for a few days. It's the final countdown for my presenting my thesis and so I am struggling everyday with a really interesting, yet complicating subject. If I manage to get by, I will finally be ready for my degree!!! Woop woop!!! So I guess I will be missing from skype until friday, I have come to my parents' place to have some peace of mind, away from the online distractions and focus a bit on myself.
That aside, life has been really tough the last few months. I wonder if in the end, the decisions I make will lead me to happiness. I guess everyone asks themselves every now and then and only time will tell. I won't lie about my depression, nor deny that I am actually hard to deal with sometimes. I am in a page of my life, working at a job with which I am in a love-hate relationship, dealing with my loneliness and trying to keep myself safe. The last part is the hardest for me, I feel that it's almost impossible for me not to do something utterly stupid. Wether it's gaming for 10 hours non-stop, spend alot of money for no reason, eat a huge load or even consume alcohol. But I assure you, this is a phase I am trying to force out of my everyday life. So to the people that still stick with me, with and without my tantrums, I love you. You know who you are, thans for being my friends <3 Dorks!!
On a sidenote, I feel like I am maturing in alot of aspects of my life. I have figured out I want to set a goal for myself. I never had one and was always "going with the flow", mainly because I feel that I will fail any goal I set for myself! I am thinking that I want to have made a few new experiences until the end of 2016, try out new things. I have ended up spending the last couple of months more enclosed inside my appartment than making memories out there!!
@u@ Thanks for reading!! And thanks alot for your continued support !!! I also noticed that I have more than 50k pageviews now and nearing 2.5k watchers @w@ I love you guys!! Thanks for liking my char and the art I buy!!
I should probably do some kiriban or something similar soon enough xD!
That aside, life has been really tough the last few months. I wonder if in the end, the decisions I make will lead me to happiness. I guess everyone asks themselves every now and then and only time will tell. I won't lie about my depression, nor deny that I am actually hard to deal with sometimes. I am in a page of my life, working at a job with which I am in a love-hate relationship, dealing with my loneliness and trying to keep myself safe. The last part is the hardest for me, I feel that it's almost impossible for me not to do something utterly stupid. Wether it's gaming for 10 hours non-stop, spend alot of money for no reason, eat a huge load or even consume alcohol. But I assure you, this is a phase I am trying to force out of my everyday life. So to the people that still stick with me, with and without my tantrums, I love you. You know who you are, thans for being my friends <3 Dorks!!
On a sidenote, I feel like I am maturing in alot of aspects of my life. I have figured out I want to set a goal for myself. I never had one and was always "going with the flow", mainly because I feel that I will fail any goal I set for myself! I am thinking that I want to have made a few new experiences until the end of 2016, try out new things. I have ended up spending the last couple of months more enclosed inside my appartment than making memories out there!!
@u@ Thanks for reading!! And thanks alot for your continued support !!! I also noticed that I have more than 50k pageviews now and nearing 2.5k watchers @w@ I love you guys!! Thanks for liking my char and the art I buy!!
I should probably do some kiriban or something similar soon enough xD!
I am not popufur yet, noone particularly dislikes me and I haven't caused alot of drama to enter wikifur :(!
Also, keep at it at what you enjoy.
I've been like this too lately, mainly because I've been sleeping it all off and not progressing a lot with my master. Winter hours aren't helping either, so my anxiety is worse than ever. My parents aren't making matters easier either, because they're #1 at giving me more anxiety than I can handle, and when I tell them they feel violated and fuck shit up, so living with them is a chore most of the time - thus not leaving me lots of room for self-improvement.
Grats on the milestones too, and keep it up! Wish we kept up with each other more frequently. m(_ _)m
I dunno, these all sound extremely reasonable to me! Sometimes it's nice to let go for a bit, especially when stressed and overloaded with responsibilities.
What's these new experiences you have in mind? I don't know your situation, but traveling is always an eye-opener.
New experiences, I don't know yet! @N@ I certainly would love to travel, but I fear of lots of things and work is one of them. I was thinking maybe flirting a little at a bar next time I go there, or maybe trying out some kind of new sport. Frankly, I just notice that my life is a repeated monday, with 2 sunday breaks at which point I do exactly the same things xD
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THAT IS so awesome!
Another milestone in life reached and done. Im so happy for you and proud of you!
Or am I wrong? ^^"
The SKYPE status message told me you GOT the degree finally. So, I assume correctly?
Yes, I am sure it is true.
That is so cool!
Take care and be well!
*huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugs*
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