i jsut havent been feeling ima good artist at all recently. it has been the big reason i have been away. what has kept me going is i want to entertain and share my ideas and stuff with people, but i fear im really a very bad artists...some of the artists that watch me dont really pay me much mind on either account and it makes me worry i was watched more out of pity or something, then merit( i do hope this isnt insulting, i was honored when some experienced artist folk watched me among the many epic, awesome followers i have gained, which made me feel like i am making strides)

in no way am i trying to discredit anyone, not my amazing watchers so far or anyone else, this is all on me and my weird way of seeing my views, faves, watches and art, which i have used to gauge whether i am capable of improving or entertaining my audience. i really want the opinion of you guys