Not sure if I'm feeling down, or I'm just tired. Probably both, hehe.

I've been getting that feeling again, like I'm being left out of a lot of things. I guess that's really my fault though. If I really wanted to, I'd try to get along and become a part of something. I dunno... I just don't feel like doing anything right now.

Someone once told me I may have depression. I've always thought about it that maybe I do, but more often than not I just brush it off. I know I get sad a lot, and it affects my being significantly, but I never really thought it to be something as severe as depression. Who knows, maybe I do, maybe I don't. I wouldn't really know.

Jeez, I hate having to rant like this. I feel like I should be a little more positive. Maybe smile a little. It'd be nice if I had someone to talk to about it, like a friend. Sigh...