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Been thinking
10 years ago
Well I've been thinking about this for a while and have had a bit of time to figure out what it is I actually want to say but I might as well say it out now. I don't have to wait till Christmas or New year for this kind of post but some of this will likely be repeated anyway around that time. So anyway, as you may have already seen in a recent journal not so long ago, I made a reference to how pointless a lot of what I said last year in my Christmas Day journal of 2014 about building bridges. Well to be quite frank, I have realised that is exactly what I have done with some people. It has been a very slow process but some people who I had fallouts with last year and for the start of this year I am back on good terms with. I don't feel like saying any names here but I have wiped the slate clean with certain individuals and I hope it stays that way.
There are two people however I wish to direct this following paragraph to. Again I am not mentioning any names but I want to say this anyway. Around May/June time this year, someone sent me a hurtful comment in relation to something I posted and compared me to Chris Chan and said me and others were like "autistic circus carneys". This was a very nasty and personal attack on me, which really upset me. This is coming from someone who had already sent me some other not so nice comments in previous years although to a lesser extent to this recent one, which was the worst yet. I have yet to receive an apology for this but whether I do or not is of little concern because I am going to forgive anyway. I am not expecting any apologies of any sort but that does not mean I should not forgive and forget. As for the second person, most people will be familiar with him as the admin of a specific forum I used to go to. But that is not the reason I am mentioning him. Whatever happened last year or the year before remains in the past. What I am more concerned about is the fact that he continues to keep me blocked both on Deviantart and on Twitter for whatever reason. I have done nothing to cause him to do this. I did send him an email actually with some very harsh words about this whole situation. Yet he continues to ignore me. I still have not forgotten that abusive email he sent me last year. Like with the other person in this paragraph, I will forgive. If he ever contacts me and clears things up then that will be good and It will make me feel better.
There are two people however I wish to direct this following paragraph to. Again I am not mentioning any names but I want to say this anyway. Around May/June time this year, someone sent me a hurtful comment in relation to something I posted and compared me to Chris Chan and said me and others were like "autistic circus carneys". This was a very nasty and personal attack on me, which really upset me. This is coming from someone who had already sent me some other not so nice comments in previous years although to a lesser extent to this recent one, which was the worst yet. I have yet to receive an apology for this but whether I do or not is of little concern because I am going to forgive anyway. I am not expecting any apologies of any sort but that does not mean I should not forgive and forget. As for the second person, most people will be familiar with him as the admin of a specific forum I used to go to. But that is not the reason I am mentioning him. Whatever happened last year or the year before remains in the past. What I am more concerned about is the fact that he continues to keep me blocked both on Deviantart and on Twitter for whatever reason. I have done nothing to cause him to do this. I did send him an email actually with some very harsh words about this whole situation. Yet he continues to ignore me. I still have not forgotten that abusive email he sent me last year. Like with the other person in this paragraph, I will forgive. If he ever contacts me and clears things up then that will be good and It will make me feel better.
