As some of you know, i went to florida wirh  nightwalker, we hat a lot of fun going to disney and so on. Since friday afternoon he is back at home and i'm aline again. Tonight i cant sleep and im crying right now because i miss him really. When he was here he covered me under my blanket and he slept wirh me in the same bed. Always in the night i was shure there is someone with me. I could hear his snoring. Now there is nothing, im all allone now.

When he was with me i didnt had all these negative thoughts i have when im alone, now it all comes back.

Its going to be morning, i can hear the birds and i still had no sleep.

I real,y miss him...